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I am not fearless for that would be careless.I know the feeling of fear all too well,but I thrive on this sensation.The more fear I feel the stronger I am.When one is scared the more alert they are,therefore the more careful they are.And because of what has caused my greatest fear I shall fight harder than anyone every thought capable for me.I will not go down without the greatest fight he has ever seen.Yes I know there is a chance of failure,a chance of death.That frightens me but fuels my rage and strength.With that being said I will fight to my last breath if it comes to that.I will not let him win so easily.

Most people would probably assume because of my obsession as one might call it with the dark world,that I am a typical goth.Long straight black hair,heavy dark colored eye makeup black lipstick and always black outfits with strange occult like jewelry.Well they would be wrong.My hair is short to medium length quit wavy bordering on curly,and a dark brown with highlights of gold red and some black.Yes my skin is pale but only from lack of sunlight and blood disorders.I do not have long nails fake or real and do not paint them.I have no tattoos,and only pierced ears.I am more of a goth in the closet bookworm.I have taught myself not to hate any humans even if they deserve it,though they can make me angry and hate what they have done.Yes I am on the dark side,and have been called edgy.If you wish to know about me all you have to do is message and ask.

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Beelzebubble
22:22 Aug 21 2017

Humans can be fucking annoying, dude.

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vampiroligist
16:29 Aug 26 2017

True but I have spent the last couple years trying my best to just deal with humans despite their obvious flaws.

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Seduced by darkness and filled with anger was my childhood.Abused neglected misunderstood.Seeing things that no mortal should see,knowing truths that were meant to stay hidden.Seeking shelter,and searching for salvation it how I spend my nights now.The devil is real,and so are his many minions.God watches over me hoping I find the path to his open loving arms.Will I make it out of this madness alive,or will I end like a doomed character from one of Poe's stories.So close to freedom only to die at the last moment?Only God and fate knows that answer.But i promise this,I will not go down without a fight.

I have known much about vampires for many years and have spent hours,days and weeks researching them.But my question for myself is why did I of all people fall for the charm of these creatures?This non human species?Perhaps it is from my childhood.Seeing what I have seen,knowing what I know.It was not a mere phase when I began reading vampire mythology,but a calling one might say.A calling I cannot refuse.A calling I shall see through to the day I depart from Earth.